Sunday, September 14, 2008

Hi everyone.
I had a fill last week. The Dr that did it fills in for my surgeon to save his time I guess and she was quite good although I'm not quite sure she knew what the heck she was doing when she tried to give me a fill cos she poked and pushed and I grunted and squealed but we finally got there. I now have 10.5mls in my 11ml band so there ain't a lot of room for food which I find really pleasing after being able to fit a lot of food down up until this last fill. Its been a real battle not to over eat so I feel great that the restriction is back. I have been slack slack slack with the exercise thing mostly cos I am lazy with a capital L and partly cos I am ......................lazy too lol. The scales are showing 95kg now so things are moving in the right direction but here's a funny thing. I went shopping for clothes and I am a size 14 in both top and bottom (numerous items tried on in different shops). I don't get the whole size thing because at 95kg if I am a size 14 if I get to my goal of 75kg (ok it may be a bit unrealistic but that's the aim) then I would be a size 6!!!!! That's ridiculous! I am not ever nor do I aspire to be a size 6 so whats with that. I was never a size 10 when I was 72kg ( a long long time ago) so what has happened to clothing sizes? Ha I would be able to share my 5 year old granddaughters clothes cos shes a size 6. How cool I could wear Dora the explorer outfits lol.
I will blog again soon xxxx Dianne